Cotton Candy Days

2011-05-16T21:23:00.002+08:00

smiling lika fool to myself now, cause i just developed my first rollz of film from my firstt ever action sampler!!!!

Therapeutic effect on my soul.

There is a light that never goes out

2011-05-16T16:10:00.002+08:00

Finally got my rejection letter from smu(yay me? Finally an acknowledgement letter from a uni saying that hey we've not forgotten abt you!!! But sorry we cantt accept you)

Everyone says don't give up hope( likewise I sayy em to my friends)

harhar

2011-05-09T02:44:00.000+08:00

Plans to exercise tmr morning might be burneddd cause i'm still awake at this hour but pls pray that I WILL & that my lungs will expand to some olympian sized lungs somehow i need to exercise mates

& sorry if i'm not good enough a friend, i'll try harder next time

2011-05-04T02:24:00.002+08:00

Maybe this is how it's supposed to feel like. Especially in this idle state of mind. Maybe there's nothing to be unhappy about. Especially when things are seemingly in place. Maybe Im just weird

Shucks I think i jjust got stung. I feel electrified

2011-05-03T15:19:00.003+08:00

Wait, oh yes wait a minute mister postman
Wait, wait mister postman
Mister postman look and see
If you've got a letter in your bag for me,
I been waiting for such a long, long time
There must be some word today
I been standing here and waiting mister postman,
So patiently
For just a card or just a letter,
So many days you passed me by,
See the tear standing in my eye.
You didn't stop to make me feel better,
By leaving me a card or a letter
Check it and see, one more time for me
Deliver the letter, the sooner the better

Nothing's gonna change my world

2011-04-26T13:40:00.004+08:00

Happy Brithday Amz :)

Don't know why

2011-04-26T00:21:00.004+08:00

Living in the shadow of death, we are. Daily.

The veil is lifted, & the magic gone.
Our empty memories, feather-some as it is
Now a Porous granite, once was my rock
Sieving out, at this fork
But I don't know why & what for

I aint no baby no more

2011-04-10T02:49:00.002+08:00

Feel like i'm always trying to have new beginnings. As you can see, my attempt at revamping de blog aint that successful. Oh well... I hope no one comes here anymore.

Life has been... ( i have no word for it).

2011-03-28T01:39:00.002+08:00

How i wish i could take up a few courses at Central St Martins :'( they all look so interesting!!!!!!!!

I, I, I can't deny

2011-02-02T03:48:00.005+08:00

Southern Thailand was great
My first ever Road-trip ( with many many many more to come!)
Saw experience felt so many things & emotions
Tried diving & CLOCKED TWO DIVES
Diving, one of the many thrills in life!!!!! So unfamiliar to most of the common man....

Weezer - Island In The Sun (Spike Jonze Version)

2011-01-18T21:15:00.001+08:00

When you’re on a holiday
You can’t find the words to say
All the things that come to you
And I wanna feel it too

On an island in the sun
We’ll be playing and having fun
And it makes me feel so fine
I can’t control my brain

When you’re on a golden sea
You don’t need no memory
Just a place to call your own
As we drift into the zone

We’ll run away together
We’ll spend some time forever
We’ll never feel bad anymore

REALLY STOKED ABT IT

Deck the halls

2010-12-22T12:13:00.002+08:00

Slept at 6pm yesterday only to wake up at 9am today, I'm losing track of the time+day and date ( yes, christmas is in three days time!!!)
Bon Voyage Big Baby

I cannot spell desert (or dessert)

2010-12-18T01:24:00.009+08:00

Cravings
I wan Sushi and
Chawan Mushi

Some Donuts and
Cinamon Rollz

A garden Party with
Earl Grey Tea
(Black Tea)

For the darlz, starting from the bottom

2010-12-17T20:47:00.009+08:00

Beauty in the eyes of the beholder

Decided to deactivate my facebook. Its bad thing, i realised coming back to look at my friends activities and not help but feel a little empty at times
Get a tight firm grip and hold onto your holidays before it slips away into oblivion Sometimes i expect too much of my friends( i think, but i only expect what i'd do likewise) i should just stop expecting nothing is a given My mind is always a blank nowadays nothing much to say just that i'm left with so much to do for christmas but so lil time Home is not always where the heart is for now

Nights

mehhhhh

2010-12-10T15:32:00.006+08:00

Slothing around,

2010-11-23T22:10:00.004+08:00

The result of waking up at 2pm: bad headace! I'm so amused at my current state of physical fitness. Hahaha, imagine running only three rounds of a 330m track+ walking the remaining two(due to heavy panting and tired lungs)resulted in me having really bad body aches today. What a sloth i've been.

Live through this, and you won't look back...

2010-11-22T23:59:00.005+08:00

So here i am, with absolutely everything on my lists of to do-s.
I have "officially" ended A levels cept for that anticlimax part on the 2nd.

I'm ready, to embrace, the next phase of my life.

P.s. I WANT THIS OMGG

Hurhur settled for a change in layout! But it'll just be a temp(:

ocean is not moving

2010-11-05T01:08:00.003+08:00

mobile blogging- a first for me. Hope this doesn't have any data charges or else imma dead.

I need some olympian sized lungs to carry me through this month.

2010-10-19T23:34:00.002+08:00

We were talking-about the space between us all
And the people-who hide themselves behind a wall of illusion
Never glimpse the truth-then it's far too late-when they pass away.
We were talking-about the love we all could share-when we find it
To try our best to hold it there-with our love
With our love-we could save the world-if they only knew.
Try to realize it's all within yourself
No-one else can make you change
And to see you're really only very small,
And life flows ON within you and without you.
We were talking-about the love that's gone so cold and the people,
Who gain the world and lose their soul-
They don't know-they can't see-are you one of them?
When you've seen beyond yourself-then you may find, peace of mind,
Is waiting there-
And the time will come when you see
we're all one, and life flows on within you and without you.

Amanda

2010-10-01T22:49:00.003+08:00

misses talking and wants to catch up with certain individuals

whats comes will be better than what came before

waitressing at quaint cafes

third language

vacation get away

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2010-09-20T22:17:00.005+08:00

Big dreams in a small town

Eighteen and glory bound

Nothing's gonna tie us down

The way you think your voice sounds Vs the way it actually sounds

2010-07-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

Omg heard my voice on a recording. I don't know who i am anymoreeeee

balAnce

2010-06-29T23:03:00.006+08:00

When you don't have a paper the next day you're naturally more awake and alert, like now
I just found out something about myself. I've been bingeing on Food recently whenever I'm feeling stress! It has never happened before or maybe it just never occurred to me. It's quite scary ok.
Now equipped with herbal essence honeysuckle in arm, i'll be having soft silky hair in no time~whoo~

Movies I would absolutely love to catch:

Amelie Poulain

Across the Universe

The first day of the rest of my life

the boy in the stripped pyjamas

saving private ryan

the blind side

toy story, for now

Haa how am i going to find the time to find those movies

Anyway i read about this place in Newzealand called The Hillary Trail in Life! and i REALLYreallyreally WANT to go there. It's just... so... Beautiful...:-)

"The Hillary Trail connects a network of existing regional park tracks and basic backpacker campgrounds.
It takes trampers through the Waitakere Ranges, past the Arataki Visitor Centre, Huia, Whatipu, Karekare, Piha, Anawhata, and either winding north to Muriwai via the Department of Conservation's Te Henga Walkway, or through Cascade Kauri Park and onto Swanson.
Is approximately 70km
Based on four days, three nights
Back country campground stays
For experienced trampers and those with a high level of fitness
The trail officially opens on 11 January 2010"

Muriwai Beach

So many things, i would like to do.

2010-06-05T20:47:00.004+08:00

What more can i expect of you! Life.
Amidst all the colourful,
I still feel grey
You make me feel sleepy content

2010-05-09T16:09:00.002+08:00

I think i have a very bad habit of shrieking off responsibilities. After coming to cjc, it's always been that case. I don't know what I'm so afraid of! I hate making choices. XP or not, the choice is obvious. Why bother thinking so hard seriously? Then again, there's always that lingering feeling of making the wrong choice. What if i could have actually gone for it? What if it will not make much of a difference? The answer is obvious, i'm just trying to think of reasons to justify it and make myself feel better. I must be in control of my life as soon as possible!

This is to be my symphony

2010-05-08T22:30:00.003+08:00

To live content with small means.
To seek elegance rather than luxury,
and refinement rather than fashion.
To be worthy not respectable,
and wealthy not rich.
To study hard, think quietly, talk gently,
act frankly, to listen to stars, birds, babes,
and sages with open heart, to bear all cheerfully,
do all bravely, await occasions, hurry never.
In a word, to let the spiritual,
unbidden and unconscious,
grow up through the common.
This is to be my symphony.

I like typing so hard on the keyboard, it makes me feel like a secretary

2010-04-04T21:04:00.002+08:00

Here's the thing about the future: Every time you look at it, it changes, because you looked at it. And that changes everything else

<3

:-)

regretz

2010-03-30T23:49:00.001+08:00

:( feel like such a lozer now
take all these away

hermmhermm

2010-03-28T15:48:00.002+08:00

i'm trying to learn this song on the guitar man just wait

Memorable Month of March

2010-03-12T00:02:00.003+08:00

Though it's like only 11th of march, i declare this month memorable. Much has happened in this short span of two weeks I'm so happy man! Like genuinely happy. Everything's happening all to quickily for me. Next big thing: march xp in three days, nationals in 13 freaking days.BELIEVE IT OR NOT. i love march

Floating

2010-03-06T20:23:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i wish i could be more focus in life, other times i wish i would be more decisive. Most of the time, i don't understand.

Attitudes are contagious- Is yours worth catching?

2010-01-22T23:55:00.005+08:00

Invictus

2010-01-07T21:18:00.000+08:00

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

William Ernest Henley)

2009-12-21T00:03:00.001+08:00

A smile is so sexy, yet so warm. When someone genuinely smiles at you, it's the greatest feeling in the world

everything ends with a now

2009-12-17T03:17:00.008+08:00

Hey guys it's 3.33 am now:) sweet. Sleepover at pud's house now, grea grea great! just watched clueless and watching 10 things i hate about you now. Bring on the redbull loackers and pocky i have no intention of sleeping now

I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you’re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you’re not around,
And the fact that you didn’t call
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
Not even close…
Not even a little bit…
Not even at all.

Hello world, i'm back to civilisation

2009-11-29T11:53:00.003+08:00

I'm back from the malayan jungles, from Tampin, from Panti from gunung liang from lakin from.......... november expedition 2009!!!!! Honestly, i know that our batch didn't perform up to expectations, disappointed Mrlim and all, but i miss it alot alot. To me it isn't about the number of mountains we had climbed but rather how we worked together and got to know each other better that matters. However screwed it may have appeared to be, we survived and managed to pull through our so called easy without kick expedition together! I wish we will go to cameron soon, sometime in december:-) to make up for our lost xp.
After spending 6 days 24/7 with my batch mates, i have learnt alot of their quirky habits! Extremely funny, especially when they sleep. I love batch twelve alot, and i really miss those that did not go too. Sarah! your tuna and sour gummies were damn useful during our hungry moments. For the record, Gunung Panti is now my favourite mountain:-)

2009 vs 2006

2009-11-12T16:17:00.004+08:00

Someone said i looked like Lily Allen, and the person is going to call me Amanda Lily Allen from now on... I didn't know how lily Allen looked like, so i went to do some researching.....

Yesterday just made me realise how much i miss you guys and how i would love to be involved in all of your busy lives again(: Not forgeting you landa!
The city looked the same, the people looked the same, everything looked the same. But it wasn't, in just one night, everything had changed.
Am so going to watch how i met your mother now, again. Toodles

this heart of mine can't takeee a heart atttack!!!!

2009-11-06T17:55:00.002+08:00

ADRENALINE rush now, crazy me i know.

In the end i will find...

2009-10-29T23:41:00.003+08:00

Today was a fun day(: thanks to 1t26 and amy !!!! you guys are cyber retards. I'm feaking tired but i need to do xp research, but i feel so lost, i don't exactly know where to start from! hahaha blame me for wanting to help. I'M ACTUALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO NOVEMBER XP. whoopee doo? Amethyst hope you'll change your mind! I know you are totally swaying now right. Hmmm hmmm hmmm. OKAY, NOW CHIONGING OFF TO JASAR RESEARCH FELLOW PEEPS. SEEYA PEEPS. LOVE YA PEEPS.

:`/

2009-10-26T21:09:00.006+08:00

Christmasss is comingg!!! wooooh yahhh!!!! Christmas is such a bittersweet period for me. :(

mabul island, the place to go,

in the don't feel like talking mood now!

Living life the nomad way

2009-10-21T00:19:00.003+08:00

is kind of nice and carefree especially when you have no idea where you're heading. We should do it more often, took a bus from school with no particular destination in mind. We wandered from school to lorong chuan to sembawang, cold and empty train stations, weird tam-penis (tampines) guy........ definitely an interesting day!!!!!!!!!!!!! So, i lived the nomad way today.

2009-10-19T20:27:00.000+08:00

grandma, my friend

2009-10-19T15:27:00.003+08:00

do you understand??? ah fo, ling gai fong jiu lai. lei hai ngoh ge hou pang yao. teh oh bing.

7 mornings in a day

2009-10-15T22:18:00.004+08:00

My mum just said kanasai. This is untterly shocking to hear it from her,such a refined young lady. She still added " it means like shit luh, it is kns for short." Wow, mothers these day. They blow me off my feet and leave me hanging on the wall. Hahahaha, according to linda i'm a lousy shopper cause i went 'shopping' from 1 to 7 today, but didn't get anything in the end. I seriously think i need to start exercising, i keep saying, but i think time is limited! i wish i have 7mornings in a day. 7afternoons, 7 nights. that would be a long day, but we would get lostsa rest too. So many things to do, most of which i do half heartedly, cause i don't have the heart to do it anymore, when there's no point in doing so. Hehehehehehehe, what up world? keep spinning

post exam blues already?

2009-10-14T01:05:00.003+08:00

It's 1:05 now. The toilet tap is dripping water a weird rhythm, sounds like the nokia ringtone to me. ( de de de de de de de x repeat) Hey, i'm feeling the sad feeling tooo. And quite fan-nao about the thing as usual, i'm afraid that i'll be too boring (as usual).Helppp grrgrgrgrrgrgrrrrrrrr 'wierded'out now

:)

2009-10-10T21:02:00.001+08:00

A few things in life seem to matter more to me now

Listen

2009-10-10T17:08:00.002+08:00

exam scram

2009-10-06T15:50:00.003+08:00

Man, i'm having adrenaline rush like ever since i started revising chemistry, even now. It is so pressurizing!!! Huff pufff :-( Gonna get my double dose of vietnam coffee.

I feel it in my fingers, i feel it in my toes...

You've got so much to do and only so many hours in a day

2009-10-03T16:47:00.001+08:00

So very true.
I'm jealous of all sa kids.
Promos are ending in 11days, starting in 2.
People are fighting to keep their h2s, i just don't want to get retained.
Donkeyfied.

The Secret to cutting a Mango.........

2009-09-22T11:28:00.002+08:00

.... is to have some one cut it for you

so afraid to bend the rules?

2009-09-22T00:08:00.005+08:00

Sorry for being such a wuss tonight, poisoning everyone with my whinning. But it's true! I really want a break. Maybe i need to find a new motivation. But it just ain't easy when all your girlfriends are all up against it too and you're torn between both side of the story. It's really meaningless if we all do it for the sake of doing and grumble along the way. I rather we grumble together and go through it together cause we want to get through it together and not cause we have to. It's our choice anyway, not his. So whats stopping us? :/ help me get that invisible thread

to you guys

2009-09-20T23:07:00.005+08:00

I hope we'll be able to look back at this and laugh. Chin up:)

2009-09-20T19:05:00.002+08:00

lets live in the ocean

2009-09-11T21:48:00.004+08:00

I like this old song(:

Anyway promos creeping up in 20+ days. We were tempted to watch a show today for 5.50, but hell no! thank god we resisted our urge, it was really a moment of impulse and btw Swimming really rocks! how i wish we could have a pool in our school, that way fundementals could have been less smelly. or a pool in my backyard, i wanna live in the water and be the water girl! maybe i can be the next michael phelps
We grit our teeth thinking that, all the time!
nights

Lay it down

2009-09-06T23:16:00.002+08:00

Holidays officially start tmr! Time to get real. Hg's coming over tomorrow excited but i'm damn lazy to pack my junk infested room and make it all productive and comfy! Zoo yesterday was awesome(: i lost like one kg! haha definity water weight and short term but wtheck! i feel light for today.

Blue jazz 29 i will go.(:

sleeeping when the wind blows!

2009-08-29T16:07:00.005+08:00

HELLO What a fine and dandy day today. Feels like the laziest saturday and i'm quite happy actually. Have not felt so lazy and this happy at the same time for sooo long, so isn't that something to be happy about? Happy. We're going to The Queen and Mangosteen later on. Official Odac trainings have officially stopped. A pity, we're just starting to reallyreally 'bond' haha after all these months, yesterday night was by far one of my favourites(: Pure raw fun. Time to start studying!!! No more excuses. I need a miracle though!
Mylistoftodos/aims:
1. Have a oduck halloweenpary
2. study hard!don't get retained
3. don't waste time dreaming in classthere's so much more things to do
4. Be friendly, people say very i'm quiet(haha)
5. Pack my awesome room!
6. more odacking around to do (movie,eyebrows,sleepoveretc!!!!)
7. Change my blogskin, it is irritating me should i remove the archieves colummn? This is so fan nao
8. Stop using the com. I should learnt from amethyst
9. swim swim swimmmm!
10. to be continued

Booom

2009-08-23T12:38:00.003+08:00

I always have a soft spot for all my old friends' blogs.
It's kinda cool how we see each other grow up(;
I happened to pass by Gretchen's... i miss her! ( though we're not exactly close)
I miss linda,jane and grace too.

something blue

2009-08-21T22:59:00.004+08:00

I know many of you don't give a shit anymore. And that's what's making me feel sad

I LOVEEE SCHOOL, HATE HUMS.

2009-08-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

School has been rather awesome for me,days worth of rockinggg fun as of late!!!! more of class rather than odac actually. I'm starting to get more comfortable with my classmates( i know i'm damnslow lousy wtv) :) he he my resolution for the rest of the year!!! getting to know them better. BUT. my thigh is injured, and it suckss when you have to run every morning especially if you're sort of expected to perform but are in actual fact performing way under expectations while others are improving... leaving you behind and your teachers see that as laziness, lack of heart and passion and compares you to your peers ;( you see yourself stagnant or deproving and getting further and further away from your goals. Goals that were once thought of as possible! easy peasy! no kickk luh! now seem so ultra difficult and out of reach. Blame it on the boogie. I KNOW, IT'S ALL IN THE MIND when the going gets tough, improve, get on with it and be tougher than the going.
ALRIGHT, NIGHT.

Take my heart with you

2009-07-23T22:11:00.002+08:00

I want to have get-a-way with my best friends and stop using the computer cause it sucks your life into it.
What a :-( week, TGIF tomorrow. PTM and durian party on saturday! Hahaha beat that "durian party". Bloggging is really redundant

so close so close

2009-07-11T15:15:00.007+08:00

I misss you and you and you and eeverybody in the worlddd. I feel so close to the people i love and distant at the same time. Today's saturday, my slacking around day =D I love fridays>saturdays though. Like sunday mornings but hate sunday nights. Love wednesdays too.

But ultimately it's friday i love most. Much have changed since the beginning of theyear... and i hope that the change is for the better. I realised boys have really bad memories... or maybe we girls tend to remember different kindsof things! Celebrated monsterlim's bday yesterday and i hoped he liked it. Sweet, simple and from the heart. Wonder if he knew horny=monster. I'm beginning to feel more for my 26 friends. FUNDEENMTALS the f word.

2009-07-04T00:47:00.001+08:00

All the rowboats in the paintings
They keep trying to row away
And the captains' worried faces
Stay contorted and staring at the waves
They'll keep hanging in their gold frames
For forever, forever and a day
All the rowboats in the oil paintings
They keep trying to row away, row away

Grrr grrr grr grr EAT/ATE! Now we have so much food at home 48 krispykremes and other crazy food, you know they say heaven is a place on earth.

something small

2009-07-02T14:56:00.007+08:00

i can be so tactless at times oh man ameeet mother of all tact

I really like this brother of mine

oops i meant to say picture

aha nah just kidding ; -----)

two cm away

2009-06-26T20:23:00.000+08:00

Productivity level for the day: 5/10
At such a critical hour, my productivity level is still low... a constant low. This is alarming!!!!! where is my sense of urgency? I hope it will increase exponentially just like how h1n1 is going to so schools will close... The ský's the limit! Yes we can! We know we can!
and so this post is specially dedicated to my one and only Loupey/ susan newzealand:) the top notchest girl ever who was so rebelious that we just got to put her on the cool list:) Keeep rocking loupey doe see you after mys \m/

The last time

2009-06-25T21:20:00.002+08:00

The last time we had dinner together in a restaurant
with white tablecloths, he leaned forward

and look my two hands in his hands and said,
I'm going to die soon. I want you to know that.

And I said, I think i do know.
And he said, What surprises me is that you don't

And I said, I do. And he said, What?
And I said, Know that you're going to die.

And he said, No, I mean know that you are.

The Last time by Marie Howe

come and go like rain

2009-06-24T17:53:00.004+08:00

Hey there, June xp was interesting in a special kind of way. Guess i got to know my batch mates a little better in some way or another. Secretly, i loveddd night cycling the most followed by kayaking! hahaha, but no please not because i wanted to go home alright. Wanted to take a group picture outside my house but everyone was so dead!! plus the atmosphere was damn serious hence decided not to...Pangkor Laut and ytl was such an experience and eye opener, a pity i didn't jump into the ocean or trek the southern perimeter or visit the abandon reservoir or eat more prawns or go fishing or snorkel or kayak or BRING MY SLR CAMERA BATTERY. Oh well, there will be more of such visits to come i presume ^^

I'm thinking, i may consider working in national geographic in the future hahaha seriously
Oh no, ;( i'm really lazy to calculate the total distance traveled. Some kind odac-er soul out there please help me? cause su already deleted her sent messages. This time i mean it!

i wish for christmas to come

2009-06-15T18:56:00.002+08:00

M is an assholeee
new copeland songs= :)

a five minute breather while you were gone

2009-06-14T11:41:00.007+08:00

I have a thing about sending people emails nowadays, hehehe and dear LL arrange a meeting time soon??

Shucks, still gotta buy 11 loafs of bread. I'm gonna be the loafy girl on monday ;-)

June xp in 2 days! Dear group1, with elyn and i as the foodies, you're bound to taste the wonderous magnificient cooking of ours, be sure to catch a glimpse of the wondeful chefs in action. Alright gotta blast people on the land of mars

2009-06-13T18:31:00.004+08:00

Out of this world.....
I'm really moving out of this world
My mind is out of this world!!!
Can't concentrate the least bit.

2009-06-11T23:03:00.004+08:00

no regrets? no regrets? no regrets.
School drains out my energy I'm so frustrated with many things!!!
I'm such a pessimist today

On a lighter note, i made rasberrry jelly and wrote a poem and someone commented i have a golden tan lol don't be jealous:)
Atc was such a blur, it came and left hmmmmm. Fell like five times? and now i'm scarred for life;-(

The fireyball behind

2009-06-10T20:02:00.004+08:00

Today...!

yeah yeahh

2009-06-10T00:34:00.002+08:00

You are grey, blue and orange.
Strange in your own ways.

Keppel Keppel

2009-06-09T15:06:00.001+08:00

woooooooooo

2009-06-07T19:43:00.002+08:00

If a tree falls on you, say to the tree 'what you want'.

Unravel me

2009-06-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

imagine

2009-05-30T21:22:00.008+08:00

My aunt is so cute, she went to hongkong and bought us ichiban jelly. Ate all the grape flavoured ones already (sorry cists) Today must be one of the mostcare free saturdays of my cj life!practically slept through my day, yes not kidding you. Only woke up to eat lunch and dinner and for the bed sheets to be changed. Mumm says i look very sickly, with one big eye and small eye. Sister says i look pitiful.
My phone is senile alreadyyo. I can receive messages like hours late, or be uncontactable even though my phone is not switched off. I felt reallly really happy after econs on friday. It was as though o levels ended you know that kinda feeling. Friday night with foofoo was really nice. Here's a shoutout to you foofoo: why you keep laughing at me!!! and and not allow me to talk or smile. plus i like my ten dollar shirt allllot:) i think i was a good choice to buy parrot instead of horse. hahaha. seeeyou like next week
Sister says she will change the password to the laptop. >;( I want to get an lj butcurrently i can't think of a username ........
Since i'm going to yishun tomorrow, should i call jane up? ( to get my big big gigonormous birthday card,which she maade for me, of course! )

woahlongest post of the century bye all~

unfair:(

2009-05-28T18:29:00.004+08:00

That stupid smile reminds me of you, hahaha mean shameless creature.
Something needs to be done about my blogskin, darn boring. Out with foofoo tomorrow finally, my motivation to get over econs. There's odac meeting after that. Maybe i'll research on exciting and different things to do in singapore in place of our canceled trip if i have the time later in the night. Mr Lim wants to listen to our plan firsts! I realised I lost my nike shoes whatss thissss!! damn sad:(

Save your souls

2009-05-27T13:39:00.003+08:00

Pin your wings now

Hey amanda who just stole your heart away this time

I am dying to get out and have a good day of fun!!!! Shopping plus quality time with siss/am soon please??? I want to choose for myself from the array of rock candy flavours! I need to shop!! It's been, 4 months?? ( gosh!)Saturday morning anyone? Night study last night was alright, snack time was the hightlight of the whole thing. A goood finale. haha. I swear amethyst and sarah are the greedies pigs ever . At least i have self control. I am so soooo happy i found my bazhangs:) thanks wanyi for accompanying me in the search for them. Really happy that i broke my pb again. I hope i can reach the 9min zone by the end of the year. Nowadays I really like copeland's songs! It's been a semi good day..... Alright, study mood from now onwards, save your souls y'all

Btw, this is a shout out to all nameless 9-ers: HOW ARE YOU GUYS?! MEET UP SOON?

Tooodles.

Adrenaline Rush

2009-05-24T11:51:00.001+08:00

"GO SARAH! GO JARED! GO SHAWN! GO VINCENT! GO CJODAC! ROARRR!"

X-physique's going on now and my sister is one of the station masters in the race, so i'm like getting live coverage on it~~~ whoohoohoo. Apparently she says our ex ex odac seniors are super zai! Hehehe. I'm waiting to receive the news of our teams!!! My heart is pumping fast for them. She's gonna say hi to sarah for me if she sees/ is able to spot her! It's been a long time since i took part in any competition. What will hapen to us in the ATC?

Anyway, what on earth did i eat that's causing me to fart non stop since monday??!? There's too much gas in me, one day i'll float away. P.s. Don't mind the weird smell.

unfinished

2009-05-23T05:47:00.000+08:00

It's 5.30am now. What am i doing here at such an unearthly hour? Kayaking in 2hours time--

Opera Winfrey

2009-05-21T00:56:00.000+08:00

I beginning to like anberlin songs. There's so many songs i want to kope from my sister's itunes. GPP is finallly over:) I like my group! I find it really funny when we piss each other off. okay byee it's 1am now?!

dreammmm on!

2009-05-17T18:26:00.000+08:00

heehee, i'm offically gonna start my dream journal. Hopefully i'll dream tonight.

Live life your way

2009-05-11T12:43:00.000+08:00

Went for a morning run in school today. I secretly wished we all could have lazed around a little longer.... Two bees kept following me, so irritating. Going for rock climbing later, quite excited and worried... Yay, finally our room is painted. Though not exactly the ideal colour we were looking for, i'm starting to love it! I need to buy new shoes! Seems like everyone's buying new shoes too. Maybe i shall unleash my red racers. Have not used it in a year or so, but it's bright! i don't want to attract unwanted attention. Shucks, work load is still as heavy as ever, i'm not using my time wisely;/ someone please ask me out to study. I'm always wasting my time away, dreaming. I'm the number one procrastinator!!!!! Talk about dance classes.....

Bye gotta blast

P.s. this is my attempt at changing blogskin. hahaha. too bad i gtg!

Places

2009-04-28T21:23:00.000+08:00

where death meets life
can you name a few?

i can only think of one.

for the longest time

2009-04-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa we're entering in a frisbee comp next friday with absolutely no skill what-so-ever. I hope we don't malu ourselves. heheheheeee woohoohoohoo for the longesttime. School's been tough man. bye

criminal

2009-04-19T10:58:00.000+08:00

I know i've been down right lazy these few months. You may be frustated with me or worried for me, but i don't like you to treat me like that. and i'm not going against you.
It's another lost weekend.

Love song for no one

2009-04-13T20:58:00.000+08:00

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
just staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
Oh no way

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me

haha i like the idea of writing a song for someone you don't know... whom you've yet to meet. Anyway Got a hairstraighter-ner all thanks to Jane!!! ^^ whooopee.
Last words: GO DREY!!

hmmm hmmm hmmm

2009-04-05T19:26:00.001+08:00

I am in my dreamest mood; dreaming but not quite drifting, stagnant in thoughts..... till i'm lost and unsure of what i'm thinking. Bukit brown cemetry is such a beautiful and peaceful place, i don't mind running there every friday:) I miss having long aimless chats on the phone with my friends or sister..... and so last week, we talked more!

I will finish all my work tonight and impress the world. My friends will surely think... " wow this amanda is something!!.." considering the amount of debt i owe. Seriously, i'm a bad girl. hiak hiak off to do work! seee you soon everybodyy

always a day late

2009-03-29T18:52:00.000+08:00

I've been a horrible student. I think i'm the worst in my class. I need to priortise. School's been pretty dull (cca aside i love it). Haha i know nuts about my classmates... ... this is bad amanda!!! there's basketball with them this tuesday;) can't wait!!!!

Congrats to loupey doe for coming in magnificient fifth(!!) in nats x-country. Really proud of you:) Pride of crescent tnf arhh >:)

Happy Birthday in advance Linda.A.H my pony pal,
you are a very special girl \m/ I hope you're having the time of your life now stay retarded always my crappy friend. Though we're not very close now i just wanna let you know you're a friend i won't forget;) Eat wanton and lor mee everyday. Do the jelly dance and complete the choregraphy!!!!! Love ya! muacks

he was so hungry, he couldn't talk

2009-02-21T20:28:00.000+08:00

(my ig!)

Life in CJC is awesome so far:) I am really glad that i made the decision to stay. Personally, cjc is rather family oriented! Everyone is so funny and interesting in their own ways, i feel like a pretty boring person without much personality. Being in a school with not much familiar faces to fall back on, i find myself being more open and (i try) friendly. haha.
I really hope i get into Odac.!!!! why can't they just accept the remaining 38.

When people ask me if i have a blog, i usually say no........

IT WAS CRAZY FUN, I'D SAY

2009-01-21T21:41:00.000+08:00

The sun killed me today! Met at hc's house to play;-D and now, i'm Dead tired. HEHE packed home some lotus soup auntie connie cooked!!! kkkkkkk now my brain is dead.

How can we lead the most excellent life?

2009-01-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

We need to love:)

Anyway, the cats in my neighbourhood are no lazy bums. I witnessed one chasing a rat into the drain. What a din it caused! Hence the rat issue has simmered down as of late. Thats mother nature's way of taking care of it :)

I'm going off!

Resolutions for the weekend

2009-01-17T17:29:00.000+08:00

#1. DRiNK lots of water
every moment.....
#2. FiND my black shorts that mysteriously disappeared!
#3. BUY a bag
#4. PRAY hard
#5. QUIET time

Interior Designs i likeeeeee

2009-01-08T15:10:00.000+08:00

Cosy ;-)

I want to have zebra tiles someday

The toilet is behind the wall....

They all look so rich in colour and style....................................

Hindered by pests

2009-01-08T01:22:00.000+08:00

YUckxx, I h888 to be hindered by pests while working on something... Tonight( to be exact "morning" cause it's 1am) sucks eg, i was washing my towel when a lizard appeared out of nowhere right beside my leg. Freaked me out! Also while i was clearing my cluttered table, i lifted a box and a BIG cockroach was hidden under it. Sorry pests... but Youuuu ain't welcomed...

fav movies of 08

2009-01-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

I decided to make a list..................

Have Dreams, will Travel
The Pianist
A beautiful mind
Bridge to Terabithia
Yes Man
Red Cliff
I am Sam
V for Vendetta
..

These are my fav movies out of all ( a few, they are possibly the only ones ) that i have watched this year..... ( but i think i left some out! can't remember...)

To watch

Schindler's List
It's a wonderful Life
Saving Private Ryan
..

Byeeeee

Rise and shrine!

2008-12-04T20:53:00.000+08:00

What a wet day today. Really hate wet days because my slipper has no grip. So today i was glidding along orchad against the wet road with lion by my side watching out in case i slip. I am aching everywhere because of our fitness day can't wait for next week:) Howdy ya'll goodnight

Christian the Lion

2008-12-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=adYbFQFXG0U

This is really really amazing! Watch it.

I like Flightless Bird American Mouth by Iron and Wine, sooo check it out tooo!!

There has been so many unexpected deaths lately... I think i need a self-check on cherishing my family... but they are so difficult at times you know cist.

Today cheche and i went shopping not as fruitful but we both bought a skirt for $10! HA! thieves market was a funny scene not that great but i liked it as we made our way down the lanes. Spotted a photo frame which really look like it was taken from a funeral ( you know those kind) O_O . Made a dog friend called cotton today and witnessed a bath tub being used as a fish tank. I want a dog and i so totally think timbukee deserves a bathtub too. Imagine that. Huch please comb your house for big tanks. I had the famous fried guo tie too!!!!!

What i have been up to:

1. Hanging out at Hazey's

2. Playing with them

3.Strawberry Cheesecake makers!!!!!!!

4. etc

Gotta blast. c;

I hope.......................................

2008-11-11T21:28:00.000+08:00

We'll have a smashing whackinggggg thrashing good time together!!!!!

heeheeheee

2008-11-08T19:31:00.000+08:00

I packed my room yesterday!!! Had blisters after that..ouch. I found a crossword puzzle book that i think amanda choo bought with class fund. heh heh heh. It's for the class to do...^ ^ Anyway,Jane's mum and my mum are friends now~~ v.funny!!!! I am currently growing a bean, and it's doing pretty well. It's a special bean, it's leaves will have the words "i love you" coool right. It's a big bean btw like the size of a jackfruit seed from china i think. After doing alll the o'level papers i don't i can make it to vj anymoree, sobz hopefully Sa / Ac can. Do you know anyone going sa! or ac.